2009年9月23日 暗

什么都可以去除掉，但笑容就不可以。

“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”

When everything was well,

Things start to go worse. Now my father just got retrenched. We don't really want him to find another job as it would just be the cycle of being kicked out again It has been going on for 4 years now already. Actually, I should be happy. This lasted for 3 years. Also good lah this time. He didn't even teach the new people anything, but although I should be on my father's side, I do not want to make a stand here, as I'm not closely involved. Nevertheless, I would want to highlight that people should stop being so competitive as they would be upset when the results are not in their favour.

I helped 2 failures get their Distinctions. Both are people whom I care about. I don't really feel sad, unless in that case of Chinese O level, I still feel sore. I think that a real 'Thank You' celebration could be done to make me feel appreciated, and they do not fully claim the credit would make me feel better. Therefore, the person who really touched my heart today, I say 'Thank You'. It's the people like you that make me continue to have the drive and perseverance to help others. Although Singapore is practical, my teacher disagrees, saying character counts. Well, I just hope that God will bless me, and the world will be a better place.

But today, I'm happy

But today, I'm happy

the cold wind blowing in the door like MV scene

This is how I feel when I'm happy

but my mother just came and close the door

say the food (for dinner) will get cold

my happiness became, like the wind, lesser

2009年9月20日 闷

在人生的每个时刻，都一定要有那条黑线画清楚。如今，是那条线有了曲折，还是我的眼睛迷糊了？

“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”

2009年9月6日 阴

每一颗跳动的心，都有去爱与被爱的权利。

“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”

2009年9月6日 云

若你碰到他，请告诉他，我在等他。

“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”

Sorry

I didn't know that some people are actually concerned, worried about me. Hence, I'm sorry. But I haven't got this warm feeling for a very, very long time. Though it will be better if that special someone 会因为这个而靠近一点，但这不是我，不是你想看见的我。所以，我满足了。

“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”

是我错了

刚刚才想起。一切都是我的错。中一时，没有好好把握机会，中二自己选择离开，忘却“中一”。中三，命运帮助，中四后悔。

我太自以为是了。别人现在比你好呢!认为自己是谁，随时叫他照你的指示去做件东西！

我也太过敏感了，太小气了！还把自己看待是什么，其实只不过是个幼稚的小孩！

风刺我的脸 雪割我的口
拖着脚步还能走多久

不进管材不流泪，现在我真的想改过自新！

“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”