Tuesday, May 4, 2021

4 May 2021

bad enough alr la.
Work sucks, cannot do anything. do stuff get scolded. 
Boss said
1) support all of directors requests.
2) events can only put under Others and 10% max weightage.

Reality:
All of director's requests are events

Hence, no matter how much I did, and events are difficult, I cannot get a good grade this year.

Home sucks. sister dump her child here, whole day so noisy, I can't WFH, can't attend meetings and speak up.
When i go home from work, she expects me to take care of her child.
When they not at home, mother and father fight every hour, talk loudly and watch youtube like nursing home.

Mother complain I don't treat her. I want to buy CRAVE promotion, so she no need cook. Sister complain, not nice to eat. Should buy more expensive stuff. Then when I ask what you want me to buy, she said aiya, just don't buy my share la. Next time tell me. But sister scold me when I don't do anything for the family and make mother cook everyday.


the whole 24/7 I'm never at peace. I can't be a normal human being, I can't develop emotionally, psychologically. Definitely cannot have girlfriend.

All I wish is for another's voice to be in unison with mine.
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