At a loss of space to stand

So stupid... Got headache again. Study until sleep then wake up so giddy. [ uuuh.] Managed to get online. Hope it can cure my sickness. Seems to be getting more giddy spells more and more often. Lucky tmr no school, but then now, I'm wasting time to study.

Onto another topic, [I'm not going to spend another 10 minutes typing a short paragraph on Teachers' Day! Sorry!] I'm really at a loss of what to do. 早些时候，从他获取了一股庞大鼓励的的力量，但告诉自己别再管他时，那股力量也消失了。还有8个礼拜就是会考了。还是吊儿郎当的读书。还是无法牢记他那优点。前几个礼拜，连和他一起拥有1个月的时间最后也没得到。现在却处处看见他。我，真的好犹豫不决，很烦，老天爷在惩罚我什么？去也不能，来也不是，弄得我现在有阴差阳错的感觉。

“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”

2009年8月30日 雨

一直以来，我的心愿是看到他开心。如今，如愿以偿，但是心还是不能快乐起来。

谁能帮我？

深心感触 1

记得他的优点，忘却我的缺点。同时也应该对得起自己，对自己有信心。
。。。。。。
因为那憔悴的一面不是我不是你想看见的我。

Reviving this and evolving (hopefully) to a more personal space

Hope these simple posts to come will help to free me from my emotions. Welcome into my sanctuary, and I welcome your encouraging words. Patience is needed as I still love my hardcopy diary.

Basically, as I still dislike typing, they will be as short as Twitter-like posts, but packed full of emotions for you to uncover.

Be with me.
Bless you and me.