At a loss of space to stand

So stupid... Got headache again. Study until sleep then wake up so giddy. [ uuuh.] Managed to get online. Hope it can cure my sickness. Seems to be getting more giddy spells more and more often. Lucky tmr no school, but then now, I'm wasting time to study.

Onto another topic, [I'm not going to spend another 10 minutes typing a short paragraph on Teachers' Day! Sorry!] I'm really at a loss of what to do. 早些时候，从他获取了一股庞大鼓励的的力量，但告诉自己别再管他时，那股力量也消失了。还有8个礼拜就是会考了。还是吊儿郎当的读书。还是无法牢记他那优点。前几个礼拜，连和他一起拥有1个月的时间最后也没得到。现在却处处看见他。我，真的好犹豫不决，很烦，老天爷在惩罚我什么？去也不能，来也不是，弄得我现在有阴差阳错的感觉。

“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”