我不想再和他扯上任何关系。因为当戏结束时，我一定又是受害者；他永远是天下的大好人。既然配角换不了，我已决定提早跳下台，已把假发抛在一旁，已阁下戏服，已甩掉记忆。还没踏出剧场，泪水已把化装从掉了，已化为乌有。
“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
17 October 2009 : Hurt Emotions Part 7 (From 7/10/09 with the exception of 12/10/09)
Tip: to avoid getting hurt, set your expectations to 0.
“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”
Friday, October 16, 2009
深心感触 2
16 October 2009
I shouldn't have gone school yesterday - JUST FORGET ABOUT IT ALREADY!!!
15 October 2009
Only Love can change the world. What if there was no love?
14 October 2009
Probably by being truthful, it will be better.
13 October 2009
I did not expect what just happened. My mind is in a whirl. How? Let me hide from reality again. (Another time, please) Some things must be avoided.
2009年10月12日
从今以后，走路必须把头抬高，要对自己有信心、不能让人小看、不能受到委屈、侮辱。双手在身旁紧握着，紧握着机会，不能像以前那么天真。因为，我不再是小孩，不能什么都不管，手放开，放肆地过生活。要不然，我将又会受到伤害，永远失去幸福、快乐、欢笑。脚步要开起来，要稳，做事不能慢慢来、马虎。双手在身旁徘徊、摇摆，要竞争一些，寻找并争取自己要的东西，站、坐都要直，才能显示自己的力量，让我的话像雷声似的，轰隆地逼人听我的话。只是要威猛，不能像小女孩，以取得他人的尊敬。
8 October 2009
掌声是人对他人的敬意。Those heartless brats do not deserve my respect.
7 October 2009
Why am I so stupid to choose to get hurt again? To that culprit, I HATE YOU!
2009年10月5日
我也想说也许能重来我却还是沉默。
“还在寻找那个能帮我的人”
Friday, October 2, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
When everything was well,
Things start to go worse. Now my father just got retrenched. We don't really want him to find another job as it would just be the cycle of being kicked out again It has been going on for 4 years now already. Actually, I should be happy. This lasted for 3 years. Also good lah this time. He didn't even teach the new people anything, but although I should be on my father's side, I do not want to make a stand here, as I'm not closely involved. Nevertheless, I would want to highlight that people should stop being so competitive as they would be upset when the results are not in their favour.
I helped 2 failures get their Distinctions. Both are people whom I care about. I don't really feel sad, unless in that case of Chinese O level, I still feel sore. I think that a real 'Thank You' celebration could be done to make me feel appreciated, and they do not fully claim the credit would make me feel better. Therefore, the person who really touched my heart today, I say 'Thank You'. It's the people like you that make me continue to have the drive and perseverance to help others. Although Singapore is practical, my teacher disagrees, saying character counts. Well, I just hope that God will bless me, and the world will be a better place.
I helped 2 failures get their Distinctions. Both are people whom I care about. I don't really feel sad, unless in that case of Chinese O level, I still feel sore. I think that a real 'Thank You' celebration could be done to make me feel appreciated, and they do not fully claim the credit would make me feel better. Therefore, the person who really touched my heart today, I say 'Thank You'. It's the people like you that make me continue to have the drive and perseverance to help others. Although Singapore is practical, my teacher disagrees, saying character counts. Well, I just hope that God will bless me, and the world will be a better place.
Monday, September 21, 2009
But today, I'm happy
But today, I'm happy
the cold wind blowing in the door like MV scene
This is how I feel when I'm happy
but my mother just came and close the door
say the food (for dinner) will get cold
my happiness became, like the wind, lesser
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